Thoughts, musings, ect (ramblings)
I'm employed! Kinda. I haven't done any of the paperwork yet, but i accepted the job and I start training on Friday. I'm kinda excited, but mostly nervous. I'm frequently in that state though. I'm happy that I'm gonna be earning some money though, and I'm hoping that I'll get some reading done at work. I have problems with goofing off while I'm at home. I don't know what I'm gonna do over the summer when I don't have school though. How will I entertain myself at work? Well, they'll probably be internet access...

I've been having trouble focusing lately. And been sleepy a lot. And oversleeping. I'm thinking of going to CVS after class and looking for some vitamins to increase my energy. and maybe something for my tummy. Hell, I was thinking of doing some sort of detox thing cause they say that it can help replenish your energy and health and all of that good stuff. But I'm kinda leery about that kind of thing for some reason. Well, it dosen't help that I'm on medication and many popular detox things don't seem to go well with that. And they involve fasting and liquid diets, and I don't know about that either. And come to think of it, if I do anything like that I shouldn't any time soon because I'm starting a job and you can always get weak and lightheaded doing that kind of stuff. And of course, it's all hippie stuff... and I have problems with hippie stuff... especially how trendy it's all been lately. That kinda bugs me. Especially beause it just dosen't feel sincere from most places, it moreso feels like poeple are doing whats trendy. I realize this isn't everyon though.

I also know I need to excercise more. That's something that's really hard to get motivated about. Even though I know it would increase my energy level and all that. I'm just not sure how to go about it. I've decided to get a bike, but I've been searching the Pennysaver to get an inexpensive one. And pick up one for Victor too. Our plan is to bike together. My ultimate goal would be to work my self up to the place where I could bike too and from school. I guess that would be a good way to occupy myself over summer... biking instead of driving.

And there's so much stuff I wanna buy right now. Besides just vitamins and stuff. It occurs to me that I have a Mervyns gift card that I got a long time ago that I should use. I don't know what to get with it though. I'm planning on making some new skirts, instead of just buying them. Though I think that some skirts would be the best use of that gift card. And I have another gift card that's generic that I have about 40 bucks left on. I don't know what I'm gonna do with that one. Possibly some more vitamins.... but maybe not.

I need new shoes too. I got these sneakers about a year ago. And they're begining to not support my arches. Or something.... my arches are begining to hurt when I walk. Randomly. And I also need new dress shoes. I haven't actually had dress shoes in a while. I remmeber getting nice shoes for junior prom, but I lost em shortly thereafter. Since then I've been wearing character shoes as dress shoes, but I've managed to misplace those as well. So I just need to grab some new ones. Though since I have wide feet it'd be useful to have dress shoes from a wide shoe store... and that would probably be more expensive. Oh well.

And yea. There's a couple of other things I wanna buy... but having a job should help me with my money situation. And Lisa having a good job should help too since I'll spend less money on groceries this way. But I think I'm all typed out. And I should be paying attention in class. At least I got all this off my chest so now I can focus a bit.