I was productive today!!
I actually moved the boxes around in my room, and put more crap in them, basically getting all sorts of crap out of the way. Most importantly tho, I finally got rid of that stupid desk!!! Don't get me wrong now, I really really liked that desk, but I just havent used it in a looong time. I don't have a desktop anymore, so I really didn't need a desk that was set up for a computer anymore. Poor thing was just gathering dust. I hope it goes to a good home tho... it's a pretty neat lil peice.

I'm gonna build my new furniture tomorrow. I'm kinda excited about this actually. I like building those kinds of things. Pretty much any piece of furniture that comes with instructions and marks in the wood of where to drill things I like building, especially when I'm not really in a hurry. I always feel kinda good when I finsh one of those.

And now I've went into stupid cranky mode. Stupid stupid stupid me. Part of teh reason is because I was talking to Renee, but my mom had to borrow the computer for 'a second' which was more like fifteen minutes. This is sorta okay, because it is in fact, her computer. I'm just using it until we get a new power cord for my computer. Although that hasnt happened for several months. Long story. One I've probably explained before anyway. Actually, I feel stupid about feeling this way, cuz I was feeling reasonably good before now. Hell, possibly more than just reasonably good.

But I've also been bummed on and off for the past several hours. And I kinda wanted to talk to Renee some more. I've been dying to talk to her for a long time. And even if we can't talk in person for another week, it would have been nice to straighten some things out. But no. She disappeared. Damn her crappy unpredictiable internet connection. Might not have even been that. She might have just had to leave while I was gone. But that is a far more annoying scenario.

I think I was gonna talk a bit about the Fantastic 4 movie. I really liked the characters. Hell, I even thought that Reed was awesome. At least adorable. He had a definite geeky charm.

But... I dunno. I think I might just go out sometime tomorrow. Or play lots and lots of video games. I kinda feel... weird, about things lately. So I need to talk to certain people about some of these things, or just have a total break/escape from reality for a lil while.

I'm talking to Pinky right now. And my mood has improved, somewhat signifigantly. I wonder if this is partially because I sorta skipped dinner today. I kinda forgot, and then when I remembered I just stopped caring. I also didnt take a nap this afternoon, somehing which I've been doing a lot lately. Maybe that's why my mood is all swingy.

Hmm... talking feels good. I really need to have more real conversations with people. I probably just need to visit with someone tomorrow evening.

This was supposed to be a bubbly light hearted post. Oh well. I should write more about the movie tomorrow. Probably under a cut tho cuz there might be some spoilers. But it was such a fun movie!

I forgot the other thing I was actually gonna say, so

This post is over.

(edit)

I remember now. I was just gonna comment on how my poor daddy's work keeps on having in custody deaths. They just killed someone on the 4th (after he shot one of their guys actually, but the officer is gonna be alright). But on some level it's the second person they've killed in a week. Although it sounds like this person could have just basically overdosed. But it feels like a lot of people have been dying on them lately. Poor daddy's work!