Thursday, July 21st, 2005

Time	Event
9:34a	I'm not to happy with my life right now Thats just my less dramatic way of saying I hate my life right now, but I hate that phrase. It sounds way too melodramatic. But I'm definintely not pleased right now. Kim called to tell me that Mr Sable scheduled the meeting for the Theatre Guild Borad thingie for next Thursday. While I'm in Cancun. And he wont change it because he wants to get started right away. What an asshole. And when I say that, I really mean that it's particularily rude of him to schedule something when I can't be there due to something that I've had planned for months. And I'm already missing the other thing that the board members are doing together! Which has been bothering me for weeks, because me dear sweet wonderful mother has been putting a lot of effort into the planning of that dispite the fact that neither of us is going to go. Really now, my mom put a lot of effort into making sure we go into that thing. If it wasnt for her, I'm not even sure the rest of the board could be goin. And for some reason this bothers me. She was even planning on being the one making phone calls to organize people to meet/get there. What the fuck?!?!?! Fine, I can understand you helping set it up, but theres no reason to plan the fucking meeting thingie. Well, to me, its like, thats just none of her business how they meet. She's already went above and beyond what she has to do for this situation. ( Rants and Raves some more ) And so I'm kinda not happy. Like with my life in general right now. Because things have been upsetting me. Or pissing me off. And while I've been trying to be mature about things, its fucking impossible for me to be mature about every fucking little annoying thing. It's impossible for anyone. I'm holding myself up to an unrealistic standard. And I just need to get shit done right now. I'm done bitching. Since I've talked to my mom about it, I kinda feel like all it does is mess otehr things up. Current Mood: not happy (3 Comments | Comment on this)
6:18p	There are some days where its just not worth getting out of bed And yea, today really has mostly seemed like that kind of day. But I'm feelin a bit, if not a lot better right now. I sobbed about... stuff... stuff that I might actually address one of these days acutally...but I sobbed pathetically for a few minutes then I played Katamari Damacy for like an hour or so, then I was really tired so I napped on and off till 430 or 5. I did consider getting up earlier a few times, but really, it just wasnt worth getting out of bed. But once I did get out it wasnt too bad. I *finally* got my AP score. I got a 3! W00t! This makes me pretty happy. Moreso because when I went in I was pretty much shooting for a 2. But a 3 is passing! Yay. Mmmm...thats pretty much all I have to say for the moment. Feeling a lot better. Getting kinda hungry, but so lazy. Must try to con mommy into making it. Still havent sorted clothes. Maybe I'll do that this evening, but I think we were planning on seeing a show tonight. Hmmm...well see. I'm kinda lazy. fin. (2 Comments | Comment on this)

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